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LilaMascara

Dec 9, 2010

back after one and a half years of depression

1 min read

After such long time I finally drew something artistic again.
Iam really Proud of myself, because this means a breaktrough with my big load of selfdoubt.

Im sure, this will be my return to DA

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LilaMascara

Feb 16, 2009

The Downward spiral contest

5 min read

Iam currently desperatly searching for donators for my downward spiral Contest, please note me if you're willig to donate a feature, subscription, art or anything else

thanks

The Downward Spiral Contest

Thank you Vevila for the donations of Subs... without her I would not be able to divide the winners into 2 Categories
Lets let her feel some love

Guidelines</u>

-open for all kinds of art 1. The artwork must be created for the contest only 2. You must add the link to the contest in the Image description 3. Only one entry per participant 4. Your artwork must fit the theme (I will decide if or not and will note you when you're in or not... don't worry it's such a wide theme) 5. For entering: send me an NOTE 6. There are two Categories, please tell me in wich your artwork fits (Traditional and Digital Art or Photography, Literature and artisan crafts 7. The Deadline is in April (I will decide the date within the next weeks)

The Judges </u>

PRIZES

1. Winner Category Traditional and Digital art:

1 year Sub by LilaMascara

3 month Sub by bizsumpark182

feature by LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline, artizhay, vulcania

2. Winner:

3 Month Sub by LilaMascara

feature by LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline

3. Winner:

1 Month Sub by LilaMascara

feature by LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline

1. Winner Category Photography, Literature and Artisan crafts:

1 year Sub by Vevila

3 month Sub by LilaMascara

feature by LilaMascara,vi-ol-et, artizhay, SergioCatarino...

Pack of 20 Stickers by drunkmonk666

2. Winner:

3 Month Sub by Vevila

feature by LilaMascara,vi-ol-et, SergioCatarino, vulcania ...

Pack of 10 Stickers by drunkmonk666

3. Winner:

1 Month Sub by Vevila

feature by LilaMascaradev,vi-ol-et, SergioCatarino ...

Pack of 5 Stickers by drunkmonk666

For more Info about the Theme please visit temperancelupin.deviantart.com…

And if you've got more questions and/or remarks, please notify me

The first Entries can be found here: TemperanceLupin.deviantart.com…

good luck

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LilaMascara

Feb 12, 2009

Feature Game / Win a lot of features now!

12 min read

Links

Proud

:thumb74173268:

This is, why Iam proud to a Deviant

Community spirit

Win Features

Deviants with Subs
just comment here
and participate in my feature Game

community spirit

If you reply to this journal, you will have three of my favorite pieces from your gallery featured here. But, in return, you must make a similar journal, and feature people that comment to it, with me in first position!
You can set a limit, such as 10 Deviants only though.

.Feature Game

Number one

Mahop
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“It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change.” ~Charles Darwin

Btw. if would love to win more than a feature, visit the news article of my downward spiral contest or look to the right

stamps

:thumb92825840:

:thumb66826476:

:thumb44326848:

:thumb62892890:

Simple & Clean NG CSS: ClaireJones | Silk Icons: famfamfam

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LilaMascara

Jan 24, 2009

Feature

24 min read

Links

Proud

:thumb74173268:

This is, why Iam proud to a Deviant

Community spirit

To do list

gain self-confidence
lose weight
feel good

community spirit

Wow, there were so much really good entries for my feature.

But the new sit back function for the galleries helped me a lot deciding.

Thank you DA for this invention.

Please, don't be sad if you didn't win. You'll win another time

So sit back and enjoy.

I've made a collection of the best contest entries.
So if you would like to watch the winners through sit back, and enjoy it.
So, Im proud to present: THE WINNERS

.Feature

Number one

AsyaYordanova
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Number two:

EduardoSouza

Number three:

waloomeloo

Number four:

vicber
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Number five:

arua1
:thumb108881099::thumb109620522::thumb108464415:
:flower: congrats :flower:

“It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change.” ~Charles Darwin

clever deviants

Don't know if you noticed it, but I put a secret challenge to my feature contest.
And everybody who mentioned the wrong end date of the contest will get one of his/her
deviation featured.

whooohooooooooo

for you:

Like cavemen fear thunder by TwistedKatiekat

:thumb107195167:

:thumb109849584:

:thumb108097238:

:thumb110039582::thumb103971774:

:thumb78435385::thumb52248989:

Gifts from Lovers pencil by MattDeakinFineArt

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That thing has a huge eye... by ivettordog

:thumb106843967::thumb108290956::thumb102668275:

Peaceful demonstrator by MartinLundsvoll

:thumb108545362:

So after you looked at all the winners. Im planning on a new news feature concept. It' about to optimize the attention for the winners. And every participant will need to swear to fave the news article. What do you think? Is it possible to do? Or aren't there enough faithful deviants? Please leave your comment or vote in my pollbox.
Thanks

Btw. if would love to win more than a feature, visit the news article of my downward spiral contest or look to the right

stamps

:thumb92825840:

:thumb66826476:

:thumb44326848:

:thumb62892890:

Simple & Clean NG CSS: ClaireJones | Silk Icons: famfamfam

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LilaMascara

Jan 15, 2009

NOW! Im back! Hello Friends

24 min read

Thanks for visiting!

News

Im back! Finally! After dealing with some personal problems Im back and I intend to stay.
So, now I am back.

But I hope you're not angry with me when I prospone the Downward Spiral Contest to the beginning of April.
I know that's quite a long time but I would love to get it a great one and I've got not as much time as I've got half a year ago. I hope you can look over that. thankies

I will work the next days on messaging all you guys with infos

A cute feature for Mats

, my boyfriend, who donated a Sub to me today.

Thanks Baby

:thumb109022612: :thumb109028008: :thumb109030492:

Mature Content

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Works in Progress

Nearly human Dresden Doll

Madame Butterfly

Gillian Anderson

</u>

The Downward Spiral Contest

Iam desperatly searching for donators for my downward spiral Contest, please note me if you're willig to donate a feature, subscription, art or anything else

thanks

Thank you marziiporn for her donations of a feature and prints and Vevila for the donations of Subs... without her I would not be able to divide the winners into 2 Categories

Lets let them feel some love

Guidelines

-open for all kinds of art

1. The artwork must be created for the contest only

2. You must add the link to the contest in the Image description

3. Only one entry per participant

4. Your artwork must fit the theme (I will decide if or not and will note you when you're in or not... don't worry it's such a wide theme )

5. For entering: send me an NOTE

6. There are two Categories, please tell me in wich your artwork fits (Traditional and Digital Art or Photography, Literature and artisan crafts

7. The Deadline is the 25th of September

PRIZES

1. Winner Category Traditional and Digital art:
1 year Sub by LilaMascara
3 month Sub by bizsumpark182
8x12 print from marziiporns gallery by marziiporn
feature by LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline, artizhay, vulcania, alovernotafighter
2. Winner:
3 Month Sub by LilaMascara
feature by marziiporn, LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline
3. Winner:
1 Month Sub by LilaMascara
feature by marziiporn, LilaMascara, leocbrito, sombrefeline
1. Winner Category Photography, Literature and Artisan crafts:
1 year Sub by Vevila
3 month Sub by LilaMascara
feature by LilaMascara,vi-ol-et, artizhay, SergioCatarino, alovernotafighter...
Pack of 20 Stickers by :devdrunkmonk666
2. Winner:
3 Month Sub by Vevila
feature by LilaMascara,vi-ol-et, SergioCatarino, vulcania ...
Pack of 10 Stickers by drunkmonk666
3. Winner:
1 Month Sub by Vevila
feature by LilaMascara,vi-ol-et, SergioCatarino ...
Pack of 5 Stickers by drunkmonk666

For more Info about the Theme please click HERE

And

questions

remarks

notify me

Here are all the contest entries so far:

The Downward Spiralyou knew all along that I was afraid of you
the first assault passed like octobarch did
on the calendar of the mad-
man or woman, does it matter at this point?
we are all insane deep inside
our madness a dog, hungry and agonized
waiting to be released through a tiny hole
--
bled your anger through my ear
while I stood at attention, in desperate fear
for what you can do to me
tear me apart
rupture my heart
suck the core of life out of my weak body
in your sassy attitude
the vomit so warm and filled with loath
like all my feelings seeded in the soil of my soul
growing day by day
with the rains of doom, destruction and death
--
the scratches and the purple blunt pictures
my body is your canvas,
you thought in your little head
smaller than the hole I will create on mine
and before that, yours too
on the right day, on the right time
waiting
--
problems attract problems
like the whore in artificial gloom and glory pulls the desperate
in the odour of cheap perfume and sexual desire
pro

Deepest Shade of Mushroom Blue by dth1971

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Downward Spiral Revisited by Tizette-Creations

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The spiral never ends by katharsysdesign

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When My World Ends In Ice

You’re standing over me as I lose control,
Whispering soft lies.
I look up,
Trying to glimpse a shred of humanity in you.
There’s nothing.
I don’t know you anymore.
I never knew you.
“It’s your own fault, you know,” you’re saying now.
It’s yours too.
You led me into this wintry cavern
Where my memories glitter in ice shards.
Guilt slowly eats away at me here
As I watch everything I’ve done wrong
Flash before my eyes.
Blurred images in the ice.
She’s on her knees
Screaming for me
And I turn away.
A tear slips down my cheek.
You don’t seem affected.
I wonder if you still have a heart.
“I won’t leave,” you tell me. “I won’t leave until you’re whole again.”
You know very well that I’ve never been whole.
“I don’t need you,” I say.
A manic fire smolders in your eyes.
I look away.
“I redeemed you from the darkness, didn’t I?”
Your voice is bitter.
“If not for me yo

Fractal: Spiraling Intentions by simonsaz3

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The Demon Reficul:Lucifer by InquisitorCat

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:thumb95309414:

:thumb95307953:

Mature Content

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Mature Content

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Mature Content

Clubs

Links

Gallery
Scraps
Prints
Favourites
Wishlist

Stamps

:thumb92825840:

:thumb66826476:

:thumb46850943:

:thumb62892890:

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News Im back! Finally! After dealing with some personal problems Im back and I intend to stay. So, now I am back. But I hope you're not angry with me when I prospone the Downward Spiral Contest to the beginning of April. I know that's quite a long time but I would love to get it a great one and I've got not as much time as I've got half a year ago. I hope you can look over that. :hug: thankies :glomp: I will work the next days on messaging all you guys with infos A cute feature for Mats ~Mahop (https://www.deviantart.com/mahop), my boyfriend, who donated a Sub to me today. :kiss: :glomp: Thanks Baby :D :thumb109022612: :thumb109028008: :thumb109030492: :thumb1090